No. 2

cheshire cat smile. a wasted dial. light and lack of food confuses, causes apathy. meet the villian, destroy the hero. push the skin back, laugh and lie. the sun hurts.i complain. heat and blue, i want gray. my scalp burns, my eyes hurt. vrooom! comotion, motion. all smiles, all lies, avoid conflict. who is he? what does he want? my human brothers and sisters rise up and follow me, i'll lead you. i'll lead you away. who ever said turning away in disgust is not the same as apathy? the world cries. rap beat. children and bald men. you can never go back. sarcastically witty all lost, never the same. smile, but not really. i see the disgust in your eyes. all the colors of the rainbow. live your life inside. sun, the sand, the smog, i can't wait here's my card call me later. mangy dog with all the fleas. smile. don't pet the dog. the world blurs by. the scene reveals only its most intimate details. green botton and bordom. how akward, and all the lines, all the lines left unsaid. to eat and drink. the wishes have all washed away. stop, concrete new. brand new, everything changes. the world passed me by in two weeks. time to reclaim. harsh sigh. pounding head ache, yet i feel nothing. this is the worst. sneakers squeak, the rain is nice. striped buildings. i hope to be on the circuit one day, not today.

wednesday july 9th