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Chaos In Being
anxiety brings with it despair...
can't walk away, so I stay here. gravitate
towards a mental hell. incubate
an overwhelming fear, a solitaire
me in this a devilish nightmare;
I know there is a need to vindicate
what has been lost. instead incorporate,
accept the loss. this life is always unfair.
now it's cold and I'm left feeling numb
and once again I'll wade through the muck and mire
out to find answers that need to be found
and perhaps I'll be able to over come
all the obstacles that conspire
to help let the bastards grind me down